Thursday, April 14, 2011
Dear diary, i am doing this out of the abundance of my heart... i do not know what i am going to or about to say, but i just want to tell myself, that i am being truthful to myself. I really do and in fact i think i still cannot get over you, TESSA. i know this sounds a little selfish and self-centred, cause i do not know how to bid goodbye to our past. I think this time, it really marks the end of our relationship. Tessa, i know that i am not fit to be with you, as the times i had with you, are mostly hurts and sorrows. i seldom have fun and memorable time with you... though, we had some nice moments together. I always remember what you tell me and i believe that there are many guys out there, that will and would fall for you. i truly think that those guys, are way better than me, taller than me, smarter than me, more nice looking and definitely more loving than me. i do not know what our future holds, but i just want you to be happy. As long as you are contented, i am delighted. Happiness, does not always meant that we have to be together, however, if we can it would be great. Hence, i am willing to let go and let God. i still like you tessa.
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