Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Life has its ups and downs, yet sometimes i am not entirely abandoned to this phrase, cause it seems to me like there are only permanent downs, or worst but never ups. It seems like my end is in the wind and that my problems are in tow with me, so closely that i am about to break down. Everytime, i endeavour to reactify whatver mistake i had contrived.
Now the hindsight seems to be speaking to me, enlightening me, in every step i take. i always hoard my feelings for you, as you are always in a horde, thus i could not devise a moment with you, aloof. Everytime i speak to you, it seems like i am hoaxing, not down to earth. It seems like i am living in a world of illusions.
Evidence has proven itself, rhetorical questions, will generally put you in jeopardy. I know it is a false analogy, thus i am commiting a fallacy. But, i really cannot take this kind of injustice anymore.... just when my teacher taught me that justice will always prevail.
I know i am hoarse and coarse, in trying to prove my stand, but afterall, justice precisely never prevail. Atleast, not when you needed it the most. I seriously need a personal time with you, for with you, my guts and courage will rise up, hence i can face the set-backs i have, valiantly.
Looks like it is time, i slow down and think, and not to be too tentative, trying to get some premonitions, predictions or prophesies that you will always be in a horde. Maybe, the problem lies with me, not having time for you.....
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