Sunday, September 20, 2009
Life as it seems is not as smooth-sailing as it should be, i know i am ignorant to lots of things in life and that i have not endeavoured on them, thus i am quite an ammatuer in handling life.
I am despondent, when you did not reply my messages and calls, i would rather you castigate me, then to ignore me. I am sorry, truly apologetic. now i know how it feels like to be ignored by people your care about.....
I am not intrinsically good at seeking forgiveness, as i always never mean what i say, yet i can understand how you feel if i am in your shoes. I know i am at fault for being levity, when i am suppose to be serious. I promise never to frolic with your blog or giving you unnecessary comments......
I know i am just a smattering at english, but everyone is not impeccable. I am now, topsy-turvy about what i did, to make you so incensed. I know my apologies are travesty of the truth, but now i want to let you know that i do not like you being despondent or anguish or incensed, as whenever you have those feelings, i would be dull and have the feeling of ending my life, instantaneously.
Now i had one eye on you, i am not a stalker, but i am afraid you might rebuke me or reprimand me, like how you did the previous time. I know receiving a hornet's nest is not an easy task, but with no comments, how can one improve? i hope and trust that by saying this, you would not feel indignant or anger, as i did not post this to incur your wrath, i just want you to know that i did not mean to hurt your feelings.....
I am quite hostile to your presence with isaac, but i know that is inevitable, yet i want you to understand that i did not have any motive, other than being despondent.
I am sorry, really sorry, truly apologetic, i know i should not have said those words to hurt your feelings.... i am sorry,.... please forgive my ignorance.... hope you can understand my perspective....
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6:52 AM
