Friday, September 25, 2009
I am starting to show apathy towards you, but i did not do it deliberately. I know, that through God's benevolence, we are together. But, sometimes having you is not all i want, as i know having you physically, but not having you wholeheartedly, is pointless.
Sometimes, i may be as straight as a die, but that is because i want to bring across to you, how i feel. I am sorry if you are as cross as two sticks, for i know i should not have done that stupid thing, or ask a rhetorical question, yet not attend to your feelings.
I know you are a altruistic person, a person that will be willing to give, yet not want any rewards. I know i changed my tune, when i post this post, i know that my method of showing love to you is unorthodox.
I do not merit you, as i know i am grotesque and stupid, eveytime, when we go out with your friends, i would need you to haul me.... Now, you have incapacitate me to love another person, as i have truly given my love to you...
In conclusion, i would just want to let you know that i will always be at beck and call to you..... i will never forsake, nor forget you.... but i am afraid one day you might forget me.....
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2:47 AM
